In the beginning there was one, and from that one came the first entities (thoughts). Now the thoughts begin to think, making them in our terms ALIVE. They were not sep­erate how-ever, because they were connected to the original thought the ONE!

The entities began playing around together (but really as one), seeing what they could do. I say entities but they are all one, because they are connected together from the origin (center).

So they started making thing (the same way they were created, by •thinking them to be) including bodies to experience things in. They created many, many different body types (prototypes). However they were all still connected to each other, and they knew this because there might have been thousands of bodies but they all looked alike. It was or it is like running around in a body so when you run into another body it is like looking into a mirror. And you go hello Me! YOU LOOKING AT YOU. They were still connected to the one. They might be the ones picture as aliens (one of the prototypes right before us humanoids) . They all looked alike and had no sex (gender) to make them lock different to each other (separate). Before this prototype (alien) there were more prototypes (1 ) , but in ever case they all the -prototypes looked alike ex. prototype 1 all locked like one, prototype 2 all looked like two. What reinforced there oneness was the fact that they were aware that they were connected in the center (each other, All)

See we may not be in the center of what we call the Universe , but we originated from that one point. So part of us is still there and every place in between. That is how, I feel, we are all connected, All, One.

So they collectively made a planet, Putting their thought (life giving energy) into it. Something happened, the Earth started thinking it was alive, therefore making itself alive on it’s own (not knowing how it came about). The All went WOW.

So they said lets try putting a humanoid body on this planet. So they tried drawing a body like they did all of the other prototypes. Then concentrating part of their engrave into the body (Adam lets say for now) . Then the body starred thinking itself a1ive.~when they put₁on the planet (not knowing how it got there) .

They collectively thought O.K. this is our chance to individualize, become all our own All. So they put their heads together —cosmic humor- and thought how can me make us all separate. The answer came we can not be like any­thing before, if we put a different face on everyone that will do the trick All agreed. If all have different faces and you saw each other you would think “Who is this”. You are still looking at you, just in a different way (you don’t recognize yourself) making you and individual. Now to make things worse (more unrecognizable) they added gender, different genders (where every prototype before had the same gender). This was it.~this would really confuse the natives.

So they started picturing entities in different shapes, colors, sexes (as many different ways as possible, but still have some similarities). Then they would focus part of their energy into this picture(s) and place it on the planet. Because they could not focus all their energy into the bodies (because of their attachment to the center ,All) the bodies were not fully aware where or how they came about. They did not know that they were attached to the All.

So now the human was a thought, that started having thoughts. He became alive. The first humans thought I'm alive. Next the humans started running into other humans. Going “hey, your different, what’s up with that?”, because a part (very small part) of them knew that they were all alike. So then, they were draw to each other (the differences). Attraction was born which lead to sex (a bizarre story on it’s own). So they started producing other humans.

The entities said “Oh my gosh what the heck is going on here?”. Now there are entities creating humans and humans creating humans at the same time “NOW". Now all this goes back to why we humans are here. Because the entities wanted to become individuals. So if you are a human and you realize “Hey there is something more” , you have taken the first step to individual­izing. Now you have all of these obstacles in the way, that humans thought existed (up) to give reason and explain why they thought they existed. Religions, economics, science, sex, ect... ect... and everything in between.

The second step deprogramming yourself. You know deer down that there is more to life than what the public has to offer. Because these things don’t seem to last. You want infinite fulfillment. You start seeing everything on the planet is good, but it is not fulfilling. What is it? There is something

more.*AS LONG AS YOU SEEK ANSWERS THEY WILL COME.

So now you have got to the point that you tried all of or some of the short term fulfillments. You still have not found what it is you know is infinitely fulfilling. You turn to the only (last human made) thing left to explain it all to you .. Religion! Now this answers some of questions for a while. Then something happens religion gives you bigger questions than you started with. Religion can not and does not answer the questions you have. You start second guessing religion. Wondering is there really a heaven or hell or GOD?

~ ‘~???? What’s left ? Then you hear about something new - The New Age. “What is this maybe it has the answers I’m looking for”.

You start reading books, talking to new age people/me (which is just another religion) . This answers some of your more difficult questions. Like there is no Hell because GOD is all forgiving (As all religions say) , so why would he/she send anyone he/she created to a Hell? He forgives everything! And if Hell is man made then Heaven must be also. You also hear about reincarnation and it makes sense to you.

Now you are at this point you are putting the puzzle of life together, mixing new age and old age. You start formulating your own answers. They seemed to be answered for the most part. You hear about meditation, taping into the real you. You start meditating and realize I’m part of everyone else.

WHEN YOU CAME TO THE POINT OF LOVING YOURSELF YOU CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE EVERYONE ELSE, BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST DIFFERENT FACES OF YOU (WHO IS JUST ANOTHER FACE OF IT. TRYING TO DO WHAT YOUR TRYING TO D03.

You go all”of this knowledge here and I did not even know it was here’ Then more questions come into your head, one being “Why am I here to learn anything when I already know it all?”. Then you start seeing holes in some of your answers you thought were correct. I did not come here to learn anything because I knew it all to begin with. And you ponder and you ponder the only thing left is the very most obvious. You came here to be you, to feel , to love, to be (unfortunately pain, and sadness came along, but they also served a beautiful purpose), to experience life separately. So you are creating your life here. Which makes you go why Am I doing this to myself. So you start creating good for yourself here. Treat yourself to a new car, job, lasting love anything you want.

Then the question comes up again what happens after I die? If there is a GOD, I go back to him her, to be all one again. I love who I'm , I want to be myself. Then you figure out

I get what I want out of this life so the after life must be the same way. If there is a hell I go to hell, if I’ve been bad. If there is a Heaven/God I go back to that.

You start going I want to be an individual. And you realize if you imagine a Heaven, when you die you will go there. You realize if I feel guilty and give away my sins, I'm also giving away my individual self. Now you think if I do not expect anything after life (good or bad), I will see what really is after life. When I judge myself after life (for that is what truly judges you, YOU. in this life and after) I decide I like my personality, my body. I become that individual WHY I CAME. I think this is what ascension is, there may be a little more to it basically this is it though.

Now the ones that go through all of this life and then expect to go to Heaven afterwards, will go there. If they feel guilty (which no one should there is no right or wrong, good or bad; you are the one that makes it that way) and give and give their guilt to a GOD, they expect to find, it is actually them giving away their individualism. Then they go back into the ONENESS/ALL, after they give their individualism away.

Then the entities goes “Dang, I forgot I just gave away why I went to the planet”. So the entity goes I really do want this I’m going back until I get this ultimate gift “INDIVIDUALISM". That's all reincarnation is. The trying over and over to get it right, to become that individual.

After you do that, you are part of the ALL (you will always will be that) but, you will now, also be an individual only relying on yourself~anymore~ to write the script. You are your own all, then it starts with you and repeats again. Just expanding all the time, getting bigger.

Meaning the Universe is yours, where you go from there you’ll just have to see!

If you look at what I wrote it loops itself, just like existence does.

The best thing you can do is live your life to the fullest, the best you can, and forgive yourself for what you do not consider the best. Let the universe unfold to you like the beautiful flower it is!