LIFE IS JUST A WHITE WASH
WE PAINT ON THE CANVAS IN OUR MIND
THE PEOPLE WE MEET MERE ILLUSIONS
NOT THERE AT ALL BUT IMAGINED
THE DAYS EVENTS DREAMED UP
LIKE A WRITER WRITING A BOOK
THE FEELINGS WE HAVE NOT OUR OWN
AS THEY BETRAY US AND STAB US DEEP
MAKING US LIKE STONE
LIFE IS A PERSONAL JOKE
WE PLAY ON OURSELVES
WE LET OUR TRUE SELVES OUT RARELY
THE HAPPINESS SHORT LIVED
THEN BACK INTO THE DARK CAVE
THE LIGHT IS EITHER BRIGHT OR DEAD
WE STRETCH TO TOUCH THE WARMTH
BUT IT IS LIKE A BUTTERFLY
YOU GRASP AND ALL YOU GET IS BAD AIR
OUR EMOTIONS ARE ALIKE IN THE SAME WAY
SHOULD I BELIEVE THE PEOPLE IN MY HEAD
THEY SAY I AM MAD
OR SHOULD I BELIEVE MYSELF
I ALSO THINK I AM MAD
I'M IN A WHIRLPOOL
WHEN, WHERE, WHY AND WHAT?
THE CONFUSION ENGULFS ME
IS IT ALL IN MY HEAD?
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